Feeling stressed :'(

I have been complaining a lot and kind of hot-tempered recently. It seems that the environment around me has been pressing hard on me, and I find December my deadly month of the year.

I wish I were shouting out loud and cry out loud. I am feeling tough and down and emotions are timed to explode one day.

I wish someone would come to give me a tight hug and let me cry on his shoulders. But I find myself crying alone and the tear is dried by the wind.

I wish I were stronger emotionally and mentally...