What's on my mind?

I am OBSESSED with so many things, things that I cannot control myself not to think of . I cannot describe myself as being bothered because I feel happy to think of them; however, when they come to me and stay in my mind every sec like this, I feel almost unbearable. I hope I know how to manage them well and keep myself in the best condition to do other things simultaneously.

I think I really have to swear it again. Cross my heart! I believe I can do it and must do it.