To have emotions is natural for human beings, but to be too emotional would be disadvantageous. I admit that I am easily affected by feelings, either good or bad; sometimes I feel dominated. This weakness lets feelings distract me and make my time less worth-while.
Sometimes, I just sit down and listen to the music, and my brain is scanning for the good or bad feelings I have recently encountered. From what I am scanning, I know that I am waiting for something and looking forward to something. It makes me smile and even laugh, but it may make me down in some ways. I am not sure if it’s a good or bad feeling, but I am sure I am wasting my time for doing it.
I wish I could have controlled myself better, and I hope I am able to control it now. Life is so short, and I am still at less than the half way to the end of the road. I shouldn’t waste too much time on one thing and make every minute worth-while to me.
Cross my heart and swear it again--I should be self-centered now.
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