Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Afternoon Conversation

In a group of three friends, one boy and two girls, they were talking the love story of the boy. You know what? The boy and one of the girls used to be in relationship but broken up and back to being friends. The girl was still in love with the boy although she has tried another two relationships since then. All failed. She is now single, and is now listening the story how her ex is chasing another girl. Literally they are now just friend, but emotionally she is still having a feeling connected to him.

When the boy was describing the story, he only looked at the other girl without maintaining any eye contact with his ex. She though has been keeping an eye on him at all times while he was speaking and started to feel ignored and taken for granted. It seemed that she was not there or she was an extra existence.

For around more than half an hour, she could not bear with it and poured out what she was not contented. They did notice that she was sad and saw the tear behind her eyeballs.

Nothing she said abt it and allowed them to go on. She was not good at communicating negative feelings. Then at the end of the day she found herself so depressed after meeting the two friends.

Things are going on in her mind. Why does she still have such a feeling for this boy as they have broken up for almost three years? She feels that she is an unpleasant person to be with. She feels failure. She feels down and depressed...

What should she do now?

Jocelyn
2015.02.03
20:45pm

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