Talking about making decisions about relationships.....

What defines a good and right decision in a partner? How to make a decision that you never feel regret of having made it? Some of us have followed our heart rather than our head to make decisions, and hence it ends up with regrets because our heart does cheat us sometimes.

Things starts quite right, and we feel that it is gonna be right till the end. Whether we are to blame our luck that we have come to the wrong path or it was our haste to come at a decision that it was not supposed to be made so quickly by following our heart when it was too weak to identify and determine what we really need. There are times when we feel that we don't know each other enough. We might not share the same things, and we just might not be compatible with each other due to differences in values, interests and hobbies.

We are in doubt, and there will a point when we will have to decide again not whether we should be together but whether we should continue with this or let go of each other.

FIA completed!

CAT/FIA papers are all completed in June 2013 exam session. Though there were problems in seeing my result on the due date (August 8), I finally received my results of FAU and FFM on August 15. I passed all of the papers now, and what I need to do is to prepare myself to write the FPER and IFP to obtain the membership.

Look forward to receiving the Certificate of Completion from CamEd!

New Page

Somewhere in February, the writer found insufficient supporting ideas to write on the stories for the old page. She has got an new blurred idea in the previous year, and gradually the idea turns out bigger and appear distinctly when the writer decided to drop the old page and started with a new piece with the new ideas she has been enticed to write.

She has found her joy in collecting the new ideas in writing new stories and liked it much to have such a change of the flow of ideas. However, sometimes when she was about to be fully committed to finish the new piece, some of the old ideas suddenly emerged and made she hesitate if she was really sure of her decision to drop the old piece which she once valued as her great masterpiece.

She appreciated the experiences she had been through while writing the old page; there were bunches of goods and bads which had changed her thought and way of writing any future pieces. She loved it and was very thankful.

Today she finally went back to read the old stories but then decided to lock them up. She needs to fully concentrate on the new one and wish that it would not turn out to be rubbish.

Where to find a man...?

Where to find a man who pays attention to every detail about you?

Where to find a man who remembers every important date related to you?

Where to find a man who never let you be the last one to leave a msg in a chat?

Where to find a man who is willing to share with you whatever feelings he has?

Where to find a man who swears not to leave you in any situation?

Where to find a man who respects what you decide?

Where to find a man who doesn’t force you to do what you don’t like?

Where to find a man who is a good listener?

Where to find a man who cooks for you and helps with the housework?

Where to find a man who loves you 100% and disclose your relationship without fear?

Random thoughts

I don't dream of being rich; I only wish for being sufficient, esp self-sufficient.
---------Richness gained from lucky fortune which is easily come but also easily go.

I don't dream of being an expert; I only wish for being smart and know what my best choices are.
---------Best in one thing comes usually along with with the worst in another.

I don't dream of being powerful; I only wish for being respected, esp from within.
---------Position power will disappear soon after the position is taken away.

I don't dream of being popular; I only wish for being loved and cared.
---------Those who make people laugh and smile mostly feel lonely within.

I don't dream of being the best of all by name; I only wish for being recognized heartily.
---------Heartily admired is the best recogition at all times.
 

Old 'House'

Suddenly, it stroke my mind. I wanted to go back to look at some scratches and scars at the old 'house'. It has been abandoned for quite some times, and when I opened the door, it was cold despite of some remembered warmth deep inside. It was a small house, a house that someone and I created bricks by bricks. The bricks are still there unchanged; the plaster covered nicely except for the some latest bricks that were broken since they were put on in the first place.

Just a short visit and things came up quite a lot. The door is closed again without leaving any trace of my presence there, and I don't think it matters if someone knows I was there. Life is busy. I might go to visit the abandoned house once in while until there is one day another new house is built or until this house is totally collapsed.

About My FIA

June 10, 2013

I took the FAU exam this afternoon which is the final paper I have done to complete the FIA/CAT program. This marks another point of my education background. However, getting the professional qualification will surely need some more work to apply for the membership. Although the result is due to release in August, I am quite confident that I will pass the final two papers (FFM and FAU) for this June exam.

Recalling the first day at CamEd Business School, it was in July 2011 when I was offered the scholarship from the MEF and was admitted to this program. I was partly excited but partly dissatisfied because I didn’t manage to obtain scholarship for the ACCA program. Now, I am here, completing the CAT program and preparing myself to apply for the membership and then continue to embark on the path toward ACCA qualification. Hopefully, I will be able to finish the next dream in my life and to be a real publicly- and internationally-recognised professional accountant.