Emotions

People’s emotions are changing according to situations, and it demands ability to control them. While some people pour out their emotions at all times, others are very good at controlling them. This ability makes people around them difficult to read their mind. Still, I do believe that within their mind, they are down and helpless. Is it good to try keeping our emotions within ourselves?

Keeping emotions is not a good solution, I believe. We will be stressed out; some even go crazy because they cannot find a way to let them out. Emotion is a creepy thing we must know how to control it. Once we are a bit down, we should find something pleasant to replace it so that we are not overwhelmed with depression. Therefore, from my view, we’d better find someone to confide in, scribble in our diary, or any other ways that help us reduce stress and stabilize our emotions. Sometimes, finding things to do to make us busy is also a very good solution.

It’s impossible to delete any emotions we don’t want; it’ll continue staying with us from time to time once we are trying to make it perish. Let it flow on your writings and conversations with your confidant, and then it will go by.

Here is all about me. I’m not sure if people can read me. I have experienced moments of complex feelings, and I am not really clear what I need. These feelings actually occasionally make me down and will only disappear when I am engaged in busy times. Sometimes I even wish to lose part of my memories so that those unpleasant and complicated emotions can be supposed to never have happened. Since this is a public note, I may not let all my emotions out here.

Thanks for reading!

Complicated feelings

Something I dare not to think,
Something I dare not to say,
But that something is always in my mind,
that something that I wish to say.

Something I think it may not be true,
Something that makes me blue,
I wish to pour it out
to someone who is in my mind.

Two things at the same time

Internship at Sathapana has started on 1st of April, and today is the third day. What should I say about the internship as well as the simultaneous work from HR Inc? Everything is quite new for me, and I may not be easily able to adapt myself to these changes. Sathapana's environment is quite healthy, but it's not quite comfortable for internee, i may say. The supervisors are not very supportive for us either. The employees are busy most of the time, so we don't have time to question and get information. Despite this, we have worked hard to get as much information as possible for our report.

I have a small responsibility of contacting office moving companies to get quotations for HR Inc's office removal. I haven't done much in this job. I did contact several companies, but I have no idea which equipment will be moved when the agent asked me about it. However, many people are there to support me. Although I'm not happy about my performance, I feel better when I tell myself that at least I have learnt to contact them on first hand.

Tomorrow will be better!

First Month Payroll Paid

I started my job at HR Inc on 14th of March, and today I got paid for the first month! It's the second time I have received payment from my work. The first payment was from Hello American where I worked as an part-time English teacher for only one month, and here is the second time I got paid. I felt so happy that I have a real job now unlike the part-time teaching job which was not my interest. Although I have been facing with much more difficulty with this new job due to its complication, I do like this job much more than teaching which is not my skill nor my interest. Thanks to my friends who introduced me to the recruiter of HR Inc and thanks to HR Inc that accepted me!

We have TWO Choices

What shall we do when we are facing with difficulty? Happily or hopelessly deal with it? It's our choice to be optimistic or pessimistic.

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Accounting for LIFE

Accounting is the process of


- analyzing: what should be stored in your memory? Friends? Schools? Family? Work? Colleagues? Or Rivals?......

- recording: how do you categorize and rank them?

- measuring: what do you value most? Do you measure success of your life by amount of money you can earn; relationship you can establish; or hierarchy you can reach?

- reporting: of course, you can tell people how many friends you have made; how much money you have earned; how much work you have done; how high you have climbed to, but only you yourself know whether it’s reality. Even an auditor finds hard to detect them.

- interpreting: are your goals attained? Have you done well so far? Is what I have now what I’ve been eager for?

Another Stage of Life

Although I used to work as a part-time teacher of English language, I didn't feel that I was really working. Perhaps the work duration was too short or it was not my interest and skills which caused me feel so.

March 5 let me step on a real stage of life. Two friends of mine from RULE introduced me to a recruiting employee working in a company providing recruiting service as well as other services. I was asked to arrange time for an interview with him. The interview took place at Lucky Seven, 5 p.m. in the same day, since he normally does not work on saturday. The interview went on smoothly, and I was arranged to go through the final round interview the following Monday. The interviewers are two friendly ladies, and they seemed to like me much after communication. I was quite sure that I would pass it if I didn't tell them about the internship program that I have to complete at another institution in order to write my final report for graduation from RULE.

Luckily, I was called on Wednesday and was told to sign a job contract on the same day. Great, I passed it!

I started working this Monday, 14th of Marh, and today is the second of my work. Since I am a newcomer and have no working experience, I was not given things to do. I was told to read Labor Law and other labor-related prakas and notifications. I was also trained to some basic tasks in the department as well. The department I am working in right now is not accounting department, but an outsourcing department. I am glad that I could work within this department because not only can I learn about accounting tasks, but I can also learn about administrative tasks as well.

Thanks heaven! It is indeed a good chance to work within this company. My senior is friendly and is very willing to teach me many matters, and so is my manager. All of my colleagues are also very kind people as well.