Sunday, August 18, 2013

FIA completed!

CAT/FIA papers are all completed in June 2013 exam session. Though there were problems in seeing my result on the due date (August 8), I finally received my results of FAU and FFM on August 15. I passed all of the papers now, and what I need to do is to prepare myself to write the FPER and IFP to obtain the membership.


Look forward to receiving the Certificate of Completion from CamEd!

New Page

Somewhere in February, the writer found insufficient supporting ideas to write on the stories for the old page. She has got an new blurred idea in the previous year, and gradually the idea turns out bigger and appear distinctly when the writer decided to drop the old page and started with a new piece with the new ideas she has been enticed to write.

She has found her joy in collecting the new ideas in writing new stories and liked it much to have such a change of the flow of ideas. However, sometimes when she was about to be fully committed to finish the new piece, some of the old ideas suddenly emerged and made she hesitate if she was really sure of her decision to drop the old piece which she once valued as her great masterpiece.

She appreciated the experiences she had been through while writing the old page; there were bunches of goods and bads which had changed her thought and way of writing any future pieces. She loved it and was very thankful.

Today she finally went back to read the old stories but then decided to lock them up. She needs to fully concentrate on the new one and wish that it would not turn out to be rubbish.


Thursday, July 25, 2013

Where to find a man...?


Where to find a man who pays attention to every detail about you?

Where to find a man who remembers every important date related to you?

Where to find a man who never let you be the last one to leave a msg in a chat?

Where to find a man who is willing to share with you whatever feelings he has?

Where to find a man who swears not to leave you in any situation?

Where to find a man who respects what you decide?

Where to find a man who doesn’t force you to do what you don’t like?

Where to find a man who is a good listener?

Where to find a man who cooks for you and helps with the housework?

Where to find a man who loves you 100% and disclose your relationship without fear?

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Random thoughts

I don't dream of being rich; I only wish for being sufficient, esp self-sufficient.
---------Richness gained from lucky fortune which is easily come but also easily go.

I don't dream of being an expert; I only wish for being smart and know what my best choices are.
---------Best in one thing comes usually along with with the worst in another.

I don't dream of being powerful; I only wish for being respected, esp from within.
---------Position power will disappear soon after the position is taken away.

I don't dream of being popular; I only wish for being loved and cared.
---------Those who make people laugh and smile mostly feel lonely within.

I don't dream of being the best of all by name; I only wish for being recognized heartily.
---------Heartily admired is the best recogition at all times.
 

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Old 'House'

Suddenly, it stroke my mind. I wanted to go back to look at some scratches and scars at the old 'house'. It has been abandoned for quite some times, and when I opened the door, it was cold despite of some remembered warmth deep inside. It was a small house, a house that someone and I created bricks by bricks. The bricks are still there unchanged; the plaster covered nicely except for the some latest bricks that were broken since they were put on in the first place.

Just a short visit and things came up quite a lot. The door is closed again without leaving any trace of my presence there, and I don't think it matters if someone knows I was there. Life is busy. I might go to visit the abandoned house once in while until there is one day another new house is built or until this house is totally collapsed.

Monday, June 10, 2013

About My FIA

June 10, 2013
I took the FAU exam this afternoon which is the final paper I have done to complete the FIA/CAT program. This marks another point of my education background. However, getting the professional qualification will surely need some more work to apply for the membership. Although the result is due to release in August, I am quite confident that I will pass the final two papers (FFM and FAU) for this June exam.
Recalling the first day at CamEd Business School, it was in July 2011 when I was offered the scholarship from the MEF and was admitted to this program. I was partly excited but partly dissatisfied because I didn’t manage to obtain scholarship for the ACCA program. Now, I am here, completing the CAT program and preparing myself to apply for the membership and then continue to embark on the path toward ACCA qualification. Hopefully, I will be able to finish the next dream in my life and to be a real publicly- and internationally-recognised professional accountant.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Trip to Siem Reap

Siem Reap! Finally I was there! I broke the record (although it is just a simple record)!

I joined the trip which was actually called a camp organized by SYCA (Sunburst Youth Camp Alumni). I know three of the organizers (Pyseth, Lak and Chhun). It was such a coincidence that we all met there. I registered with Mengly and Chetra, but when we were separated into three different family groups.

The camp was amazing! It was exhausting but not as hard as expected. It was quite challenging somehow in terms of physical strength and team works. I was under Lak's group as expected, however I didn't expect to be separated from Mengly and Chetra. My family group is Group D, and we named it One Destiny. Mengly's group is E, Suckseed. Chetra's group is F, Dynamite.

There were 7 groups in total, and we competed for the best. It was a good, challenging experience to work with people whom I didn't know. I felt very fulfilled when we were able to scored the second ranking for group cultural performance.

Though we were not in the same group, Chetra, Mengly and I managed to meet up and hang out during the short break times.

I went to only the Siem Reap City, Angkor Wat, Bayon's front gate, and the nearby area. There are so many other places that I still miss out. I do wish to go further and broader, freer and more adventurous.

Surely, I will go there again in the nearest future.










Friday, April 19, 2013

Scary Moment

I was trying to bike as fast as I could while I was passing by the abandoned school. I didn’t know what dared me to bike into that quiet area alone.

I was biking along in front of the Royal Palace and thinking where else I could head to. The tall buildings opposite the river attracted my vision; ‘Well, I have thought of biking there to see them in the closest sight.’ Without delay, I headed to Chroy Changva Bridge, crossed it, and turned onto the newly built road where stood many new villas and flats. Later, I found myself riding on the Mekong River Street. It was an asphalt road, so I felt quite comfortable biking on it. The weather was perfectly good for biking too. I then arrived at a port where ferry from Svay Chrum lands and fetches the passengers. ‘That’s the gate! I am here again…Should I go in? What does it look like now?’ I was eager to see it, to sit there and to recall. Without a second thought, I passed the gate.

I saw a motorbike parked out right in front of the abandoned school building. ‘There is/are someone(s) in there.’ I talked to myself, and I started to feel uncomfortable. The feeling of discomfort started to turn into worry while I was biking pass the building, without courage to look into what people in the building were doing. My head was down, my legs were trying to bike across the sandy path, and my mind was picturing the bad things possibly happened on me if I stayed there a minute longer. I didn’t pause to look at the view and recalled any memories since the worry had then turned into great fear and superseded any feeling that might have popped up. Just by the time I was about to leave the other gate, I saw a group of men sitting, chatting, and possibly drinking just 20 meters away. I was terribly scared.

It was a scary moment, possibly the second time I have experienced while biking alone. I am afraid of travelling alone, and that’s the reason why I find it hard to just go on a trip without partner(s). Sometimes, I do wish there were good people all around, so I would not have any worry of being in danger though alone.

April 14, 2013

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Green and Relax...

Are you fed up with the life in the city? Do you feel sick inhaling the smoke from the engine, being bothered with the noise from the vehicles and constructions, having the smell of the crowd..?

 I feel like seeing some green once in while, walking peacefully in the quiet paths between rice fields and crops, sitting under a big green tree and lying on someone's shoulder and relax. That's spectacular!

There are choices we can choose from. I choose to be happy and peaceful though a little while just like in a dream however cruel the reality can be.







Saturday, April 6, 2013

An Invitation Received...

With honor, I have been invited to attend the CamEd Graduation Ceremony on April 26, 2013 at Sofitel Phooketra Hotel.

I will meet with other top scorers again. It is a great motivation given by CamEd.

Friday, March 22, 2013

It's All About Your Choice...


Just came across this picture while browsing fb and like the opinions on it...
Hope it works for you too...^_^

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

What's Coming Next?

I am happy! Yay yay yay!

Although I don't earn thousands of dollars from my job; although I am not being looked up to as a senior or highly experienced, knowledgeable person who are respected and valued; although I don't have a car to drive, a mansion to live in, or a high-tech mobile phone to use; although I don't have all those luxurious things around, I have enjoyed living the current life, the life of being worry-free, carefree, simple and delightful.

I am living with my parents, so I really don't have to care if I have to pay the housing rent. Mum is always my best chef ever to cook me food I like and often chase me out of the kitchen when she is cooking. I have my 'genius' brothers who will come back with pride and knowledge from studying at overseas. I have my understandable parents who will allow me to go out with friends as long as I return home at a reasonable time. That's all the happiness I have embraced in my family. That's why family is always the first.

I have always been sponsored for my education since high school. Motivation came in when I first received my first sponsorship at Chinese school. Once you get the pride, you will never want to put it down. That's the reason you will keep striving for the best and win continuous pride and praises. I have been doing so. I am not that smart, but I have managed to get almost what I have wanted. I will keep going on for the best as long as I live. I feel blessed when I can study CAT for free, and I feel like being in heaven when I know that I will be sponsored to continue my ACCA qualification by my company! That's how I have been loved by God and people around.

I have groups of friends. Well, whether I am a warm-welcomed person among them is still a doubt to me. However, I love them all although I feel frustrated when sometimes they are inactive to my invitations or any requests. I like being some other groups of them who have been with me at different times --- being classmates, schoolmates, colleagues from one place to another and other acquaintances. They have somehow given me some unforgettable memories. By having them, my life has been painted with colors, either bright and cheerful or dark and grey. That's we call 'Cést la vie'!

Biologically, I thank my parents for giving me the normal gene of intelligence, at least it's as stupid as a cow. Superstitiously, I thank God for giving me opportunities and lucks to be able to walk through such a happy life so far. Well, I have spent 1/4 of my life by assuming that I have 100 years of age. The other 3/4 will be very challenging and hard to walk on. Along the path, new people will come in and old friends will leave. There is no such a meeting that never adjourns. Just hope that I will always be this lucky, successful and happy and enjoy my remaining life as it goes by.

Oops! It's time to go to bed or else I will be looking older than my age! Lol....Good night, readers!

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Good News on Valentine's Day

I got good news this morning from my friend. Her mother has finally 'nodded'! She is going to get married! Wow, I was so excited for her and really congratulate her for her 'achievement' in persuading her Mum to say 'yes' for a relationship she has built with her beloved for 6 years. 6 YEARS! You might not believe it! A tree of love that has been seeded and been growing for such a long time when it was very dim to flower is now starting to have some blossoms and fruit.

I haven't known her for a long time, but we talked heart to heart. Her mother is a highly superstitious woman and will believe in whatever bads a fortune-teller might say and turn down whatever goods she is told. My friend has tried to persuade her for several times in the last few years, yet she did not allow. They are really a good match, I believe, yet according to the fortune-teller, the man being 6 years older than her will not end up with long-lasting happiness. That's too bad! The friend and her mother have seen many other fortune-tellers to hear different sayings, and it turned out that good sayings are fewer than the bad ones. With love and care, her mother is concerned how her daughter will suffer after the marriage, she was so 'stubborn' and never said YES.

Until before this Chinese New Year, my friend determined to fight for her happiness. She went to her mother again and plead for acceptance. After two weeks of silence (or fewer words) between mother and daughter, the mother finally agreed.

She is getting engaged at the end of this month and getting married in this coming June or July.

She has finally got to her goal. The relationship finally gives fruit. Wish her good luck and happiness with her Valentine. Their commitment and perseverance do impress me. 

Dear friend, Happy Valentine's Day!

Friday, February 8, 2013

Island Trip around Sihanouk Ville

Having nothing to do, to kill time waiting for the late bus, we took photos! Love to see all of these smile and especially know a new friend, Neang Messy (1st one from the right). @Sorya Bus Station at Dermko Market

Another picture time after freshening up and getting ready to go the beach on the arrival of the first day. @Sbov Meas Guesthouse
Crazily self buried...lol...enjoy the closest contact with nature. Three crazy dudes were lying there to bury themselves and asked people for a hand in this job. @Koh Rong Sonleom
Nice encountering with these lovely, cute puppies with their mummy on the beach. First time to hold a little puppy in hand. They are just the cutest creature in world. lol.....


Wednesday, January 30, 2013

A Wall

I have been in this new post window for half an hour, writing and deleting sentences for several times, yet nothing has come out. One more day, January just says goodbye to everyone without mercy. I want at least to write a post for January.

What's happened in Jan? I haven't been happy in Jan. The worst feeling I suffered is being not able to talk to the person I wish to talk to. There is a very big wall between us and I just cannot find the way to break it or jump over it. I feel that there are so many walls ahead which I cannot jump over one after another again and again. I feel tired of this feeling, yet I cannot forgo it. I wanted to turn away to either my left, right or simply turn round, but I have warned myself not to do so because I was afraid that instead of finding my way out, I would fall into a valley or simply find another endless walls. The wall has been built higher and higher, stronger and stronger, wider and wider...Now there is a hole to see and talk with hard work, but soon the hole might even be blocked, I cannot jump over it, nor can I walk to the both ends to find a way to the other side.

Well, that's it. Just a short note for Jan.